The First Time I Did "It"

Sooooo, surprisingly, a lot of people has asked me about my first time. At first I was a little skeptical because I don't talk about my personal life, but if I can ease someone else's mind by talking about it, then here goes!

(All names has been excluded to keep the guy's identity private)

Okay, so it was night time. It was probably around 8 something. (Don't ask how or why I remember.) I was so nervous because it wasn't just my first time, but I'm a weirdo. So, I thought I was going to do something to mess everything up or even break something.

The guy was really nice and reassuring, luckily. Even though it was my first time, it wasn't his at all and although that sounds bad, it actually helped ease my nervousness cause then he could guide me around. He had lots of experience and looking back now I was just another girl in the books, but during that time I didn't feel that way.

He asked me if I was okay because he could tell I was nervous, but I played it off. Cause I won't gon' sit there and act like I was scared to do something.

The momentum was rising and I put the music on and put it real loud just so I could get the feel for it. I don't remember the exact song I put on, but I think it was either A Boogie or Migos. I took .. "it" out of his hands, just to show him I could do everything by myself and show him I knew how to drive *wink wink*. I put it in and everything started shaking, I was so scared. But, it felt so good.

"You good?" He said

"Uhh.. yeah. How do I move?"

This ain't look like the movies I watch. Soooo.... I probably shouldn't have asked, but he told me before that I could ask him anything, so that's what I did. He told me what to do and then I uhh backed up and thought I broke something smh. But, I didn't and he laughed and so did my mom.

Let's just say I drove that car faster than I ever did anything in my life and he thought he was gon die. But, that's it.

That's the story of the first time I test drove a new car.

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